As you request. Here is a discussion she and I had back in January of this year.
Hello Mortose. This is Vandor, or better known as Micheal.
I asked David if he could get me in contact with you because well... I want to get to know you better primarily because you keep trying to get back into the FA.
So I wanted to open a dialog outside of their so as to better understand who you are now instead of judging you by an outdated model.
I am not going to promise you anything. The only other person here who knows I am contacting you is David... although I will change that with the IC and the LA once I finish typing this. Perhaps we can come to better understand one anothers perspectives.
I will open up by stating for those who stand against you, my perception it is out of fear of the person you once were. When I see fear, I learn it to better understand it.
So, no pre-conceptions, understanding the past but not necessarily embracing it. Who are you?
Who am I? I am a manager in my professional life. In my private life, I am a Theistic Luciferian who strives to continually improve myself and apparently, in doing this, I have ended up in the position to mentor others, professionally and in my personal life.
I run a non denominational, multi faith and non faith academy, which at its core is about personal development and life skill building. It is also a place for the mystically gifted to advance their gifts without fear of condemnation. However, it is advised of all to focus on foundational work first, meaning self improvement and realistic real world goals before moving things around a room without touching them.
I adore animals, value the environment and fall somewhere between a Liberal and a Conservative. I remain authoritarian in political style and am willing to consider any financial system. However, I am deeply against nationalism and fascism, as I remain a life long Globalist.
Thank you and if you have qualms, ask.
With so much going on in your life. Why do you want to be at the FA?
What is your perception of why you are not able to return?
I am curious about this because from my perspective, I do not get the impression you want us to know who you are now. Forcing us to rely on who you once were. I am reaching out because I do expect you to try again. But I do not see why. From what I see you have about as much reason to loathe the FA as some in the FA loathe you. Which I will admit is a strong word. I correspond with you not because I loathe you, but because I see disconnects all over the place.
Hello Michael Peterson,
I enjoy Force Academy because there are a wide range of people I can interact with and who might comment to what I write, both of which I find useful. I also enjoy the various subjects discussed, where I can interact as well.
I suspect the reason I am permanently banned is due in part to misunderstanding but also because of the content of my prior correspondence, on and off site. While I can understand this, it bothers me that the last time I came to the FA under "Greyson", Khaos made is rather clear I was being given a chance to remain, so long as I only posted in my Holocron and so long as I did not try to "recruit" anyone. I kept to this agreement but ended up removed again without the slightest reason given, even though I kept to the agreement.
This was part of the misunderstanding. The second part of it was when I was under the impression a while back that the ban was a temporary three month ban. I was receiving email from Jesse. He was using that to inform me what was going on in the FA, since I was IP blocked and at the time did not know how to get beyond this. It is clear that Jesse lied to me about the time limit, as I came to learn through David recently as well as reading through the posts, that my ban was actually six months.
As for my feelings towards the FA? I do not dislike the FA.
Will I make another account? I will only if the ban is lifted. If not, why would I? I am fully informed of the standing ban and why it is applied. If it is not removed, it is not removed. I am not going to attempt to skirt around that with some false identity. I would get nothing out of it because I could not be myself. Besides, I do not have the time to role play. Either the ban is lifted or it is not. That is how I see this matter.
At the time Jesse could have told you anything, their in fact was not a time limit nor was it permanent... you simply were banned. He of course would get banned due to his activity around getting you reinstated, he lied to a few people in the process.
The 3 month/ 6 month issue is why you got permanently banned. Up to that point their had been a few attempts by you to be at the FA as someone else. Then after one episode David reached out to you, then reached out to me. He and I talked at which time I asked him to get with you and give me 6 months. I felt that with that much time I could sway things in your direction and get you back. I actually had the others saying they would agree to this.
You came back in 3. And the permanent ban was put in place.
Why would you come back as a different identity? Because you have done it before. Hence why I am reaching out to you. I wish you to understand how things sit and they have not changed since you were first banned. As in the IC who banned you are the IC who are still there. And I will be honest. Out of the 3 I am probably the most flexible where you are concerned in the fact that I actually look for a path were you return.
The ban in place is because you return under false pretenses. Not because of the initial ban.
So with that I have a few other questions for you:
What is your connection with Jesse at this point in time?
How do you look at the person who was Mortose?
This last question I ask because I wish to know your mental state now. Understand I am putting together a case on your behalf.
Jesse contacted me once under Ethan Lockhart on Facebook last month some time and we permanently parted ways. We dislike each other or at least, I dislike him.
As for Mortose, I am little like who I was when I carried that name. I have went through some very tough times and I know I am stronger for them. I am also far more mature, although likely beyond the stereotype of my age group.
Also, not all of the names credited to me were mine. I think two were incorrectly associated with me. Omega, unless my memory fails me. That was someone from Sith Academy. There was another as well and I think it began with a V; that also was not mine. The rest were. Was it right to make those names? No. Would I again? No.